Crossroads

He's changing again. I think for the best but Im not sure yet. The last time this happned he went back to his old evil ways. Im falling for him again but pushing him away at the sametime. I dont want to be hurt again. I dont want to be a pawn in this game he wants to play. I dont want to give up what we've strived for in 3+ years. Hes done it so much that I dont know what to think now. He's playing his game again or he has changed some. I dont want to acknowledge the truth of him changing because everytime I do, it just turns out to be him dogging me again. I dont know what to do. Im waiting for the tide to turn...