Complications after infidelity: FORGIVENESS

Yes, today was the day that I completely forgave TLW. After months of bottling up my anger he finally told me today that it had started to drain him. I didnt notice it but I'd been asking him everyday "Would you leave me?" or a question like that. I had no idea that I was doing it everyday! I believed that since it was me who kept this all inside it would never affect him. I was totally wrong. I guess it was doing a number on our relationship right under my nose. Im glad that he spoke up about it before it was to late. Actually I'd been contemplating on doing it for at least 2 weeks. Guess I just needed that extra push as we all do now and again. The reason I didnt do it 2 weeks ago was because I was scared! I thought that immediatly after I forgave him he'd do it again. The future is untold so I've got to wait to see if he will cheat again.

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kisses (10:13:31 AM): would you leave me like for any reason at all
Homeless (10:13:39 AM): OMG!!!!!!!
Homeless (10:14:08 AM): I'm tired of ?'s like that
kisses (10:15:16 AM): sorry didnt mean to piss you off
kisses (10:15:33 AM): i just get scared that someones going to take my place
Homeless (10:16:17 AM): y do you ask me that everyday
Homeless (10:17:10 AM): u just worry and worry and worry. ur draining me
kisses (10:17:42 AM): ...WOW...
kisses (10:18:38 AM): like i didnt know it was like that...i mean if i did i would've stoped along time ago...i dont want to ruin us by being paraniod but i guess that what im doing am i correct

kisses (10:33:49 AM): I love you I honestly do...
kisses (10:35:05 AM): thats all i wanted you to know...that i forgive you again for everything...I love you
Homeless (10:35:42 AM): thank u baby. i love u too

kisses (10:36:50 AM): but i;d rather let all the bad stuff go than to see you leave your my best friend & my lover
Homeless (10:37:27 AM): aww
Homeless (10:37:41 AM): ur mine too

kisses (10:41:35 AM): trent...
Homeless (10:41:48 AM): yes
kisses (10:42:21 AM): im sorry
Homeless (10:42:33 AM): me too
kisses (10:43:42 AM): I forgive you whole heartedly this time
Homeless (10:44:25 AM): ok

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