Waiting

I must say I am quite worried about this whole marriage to TLW. Im scared that he wont follow through with what he said. He says that he will fill out the paper work as soon as he comes back to Okinawa but, I seriously doubt that. Men, why must they always put things off? Honestly I doubt that he even wants to marry me. I mean I know he wants to but putting his plan into motion I dont think so. He more so likes the idea I guess. I want to make sure that he's going to do the paper work but I dont want to annoy or worry him. I guess you can lead a horse to water but you cant make him drink. Im excited to see what he's going to do.